
You can read a bit more background in the Intro’s. viewtopic.php?f=1&t=7268
I plan to go into more historical detail about the debt in a future post. The 90 second version of how I got into and out of debt is:
Into: it all started with buying a used car on credit, then taking advantage of "opportunities" for low credit card interest rates, then realizing the government will loan you a ton of money for school (and what could be a better investment), then realizing your school will loan you even more money for things such as study tours, then deciding that a new car loan would be more sensible than a used car loan because the car will be more reliable, etc.
Out of: finally getting a decent professional job (reasonable pay though it's never been lucrative - definitely no stock, IPO's etc.!), always living in studio apartments and not falling into the buy a house trap (though there were some close calls), eliminating aforementioned cars. The one windfall was a short-term expat opportunity that allowed me to essentially live for free for 6 months. It happened right after I finished paying off the worst of my debt (credit cards and private student loans), and allowed me to start making a dent in the big loan: my hopeless 100K+ federal student loan. There was still a lot left to pay when I got back, but momentum was now on my side. Plus lots of personal finance sites kept me inspired as I increasingly realized that I wanted to stop selling all of my intellectual energy to an employer.
Today
Back to work today after a two week break for the holidays. We're in between phases on a major project, so it was a quiet break (I think my boss was even more exhausted than the rest of us). It was a chance to practice being early retired.
I liked it. I could do it full time. I mostly read and explored the city a bit. By the end of the two weeks I was relaxed, thinking clearly and becoming confident that given enough time and freedom I will find good uses for my time without a job – I don’t need a concrete plan as I will naturally discover the best courses of action. And without work, I’d have time to walk places rather than pay for the bus, and I’d have time to shop more intelligently for groceries. I could get by on very little.
But toward the end of the break other thoughts started creeping in. Not anxiety, but something even more dangerous. I started thinking “work’s not that bad. I could focus this year on working smarter and more efficiently, and perhaps it wouldn’t be so bad to keep working.” Was this a voice of reason, or simply the fact that I was starting to feel a rosy glow of workplace nostalgia since the stress of the past year is now in the rear view mirror?