@daylen
I'm doing a Master's in Financial Mathematics. ODEs, PDEs, SDEs, Measure Theory, Stochastic Calculus (SC), Numerical Methods, you name it. We have it all
Honestly I was never good at memorizing what each letter meant in the MB system. I also hear it's not consensual among people who study those things. So most of what you said just flew over my head
If spatial skills means what I think it means, I'm terrible at it. But please define the term more precisely.
Regarding the most challenging classes, its hard to say. Maybe Measure Theory and SC1. Too abstract. But with time it becomes less arcane. The key is to think of math like I think of programming (which I find very easy to pick up BTW): I don't need to know how to build from scratch every underlying the tool I use. I need to solve the problem at hand and know at least some of the limitations of my tools. Slowly accumulate more "Lego pieces" you can work with.
A studying group only works for me in the following format: I learn as most as I can alone and then ask questions to the group. Many times its even easier to just email the profs. Right now I'm starting to work on my thesis so there is less common ground to talk to colleagues. I am also repeating some classes because my psychological problems left me largely disabled for a large portion of 2019.
No and yes to your last questions.
Today I felt bored most of the day so at night I decided to come to a bar with my gf. I think I'm lacking more social interaction and I hope that later this year I can move to the city and start engaging with more people.
No matter how much I try, I just don't feel like doing anything in particular. At least I'm quite productive these days. Better to be a productive zombie than a useless zombie (the latter just makes things worse as time goes by).
Sorry for all the rambling guys. My therapy is only scheduled for next week
