The Journal of Spartan_Warrior

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Spartan_Warrior wrote:Today we're heading to the county fair and I'm picking up some homesteading books from the library. At a certain point, though, I would have to start actually doing things to build practical knowledge and skill, but I'm really reluctant to start gardens, get chickens, et cetera, when I pretty much know the absolute maximum I'll stay in this house is five years. Maybe I shouldn't let that stop me?
Go ahead and do it and consider it tuition money which will be well spent even if it fails. I've been flip-flopping a lot in the past between being a nomad and being a homesteader. I thought and still think that homesteading is the rational choice (the vector with the most consilience behind it anyway), so I figured I could turn our house into this urban homestead as a practice run for a small farm somewhere in Vt like the Nearings. My plans were to eventually dig out the entire lawn and over a few years transform it into this massively intensive food production facility. I'd save rain water. I'd have three different compost operations going. I'd even go as far as keeping rabbits in the basement like Possum-living; and maybe even some unpermitted chickens like a lot of other people seem to do around here. However, I realized after the initial year that I simply don't enjoy the process that much. It's very similar to the recent [url=viewtopic.php?f=24&t=8006]STEM[/thread] in which I never really done much gardening before but figured it was a good idea and therefore tried it ... and found that I don't inherently enjoy the garden equivalence of debugging or reading manuals. Yes, I got the seed catalog. Some people think that's the most exciting thing to come in at the beginning of the season. I haven't opened mine yet. On top of that, the garden stuff (and worse, the house stuff) requires at least some maintenance that takes away attention from things I'd rather be doing. I now appreciate Zuckerberg's statements about preferring young people, not because they're young, but because they haven't signed up for a bunch of "maintenance" yet.

So I am happy that I figured all this out before I literally, not figuratively, bought the farm. I'm only out a hundred bucks and a few hundred hours. An actual homestead would have been a much more expensive mistake to make. If you know for sure that you're going to move, then instead of growing food, grow pretty flowers ... figure out whether it excites you to have the best landscaped back/front yard on the street. That will likely have some sales value when the house goes. If that's fun, food will be even funner. If it isn't, ...
Spartan_Warrior wrote:Funny you should say that; to be honest, the only thing I'm remotely inclined to write at the moment would be a 1984-meets-Blade Runner style dystopian sci-fi that I could use to metaphorically rail against the sociopolitical situation/future. Obviously inspired by my most recent political misadventures. The main reason I can't motivate myself isn't the money, though, but the lack of readership. (Related, of course, but one has bothered me far more than the other.) It feels like a waste of my voice, like shouting into a pillow (or at a protest). I don't know what I expected, but I guess my vanity has not been satisfied by this platform.
The ideal audience to write for is "your slightly younger self but without knowledge you now have". I recently saw it repeated in some Feynman book. This is a hard lesson to learn or accept. I used to know it intuitively, but then the success of the ERE book kinda made me forget it and I started thinking way too much about my audience or my potential audience for my next book; how different subjects or words would go over with different groups; how the same words would be understood quite differently at different stages of competence. That was the lesson I learned from the reader feedback of the ERE book and it has more or less stymied me from finishing other books. I've started almost a dozen, but they never get finished before I change my mind about something because I figure that I should also address readership subgroup Y and that how I addressed subgroup X might be incompatible. I didn't have that problem when I wrote the ERE book. I was writing it for me and the approximately 30-50 core blog readers I expected to buy it. I need to get my head back to that stage.

While the above rule seems to be non-fiction based, the fiction-based rule I've heard is that you write because you have these stories in your head that need to come out. Writing them down creates a kind of closure on the story. In that way it's similar to solidifying non-fiction knowledge above. I write something down so I no longer have to keep the juggling balls airborne in my head. Maybe these stories are political comments. They can be.

In any case, if writing for fame, your input effort has practically no effect on the result insofar as the writing goes. If you were writing for fame or money, the key focus should be on consumer research and marketing. In such a case your writing only has to be good enough. If you're writing to be seen or protest, do it directly via a blog. Write blog posts that are interesting to your target group and then comment liberally on other similar blogs. There's some Sun Tzu to this: "Victorious warriors win first and then go to war, while defeated warriors go to war first and then seek to win". If you don't mind some 'tough love', protesting seems a lot more like going to war first ... as does writing and then trying to become famous.

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Congrats on your engagement!

You have solved the "optimal stopping problem": https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/won ... g-to-math/

On the wedding, I suggest you focus on one or two things that matter to you and then let her family plan whatever party they want to have. Go to it and smile. Being a good sport here will build you a lot of social capital. Finding ways to get along with your in-laws is one of the best presents you can give to your spouse (think of it that way), because she will get either all of the credit or all the blame for your behavior. You can grouse to her privately about them.

As for the rest, you might want to pull back on defining yourself mimetically by images or reverse images of others. Ultimately whether the way you choose to live has been labeled x, y or z by someone else in some context should not be determinative of how you spend your days. And I would doubt anyone you care about really cares about your class position, so why should you? There are no prizes or benefits to be won, moral or otherwise, by occupying or not occupying a particular class position.

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Great news! Congratulations! Please tell us you created one of those spectacles involving your entire in-law-family to pop the question....

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Congratulations!!

Have a copy of the ring made and stick the real one in a safe. Then you'll have no worries if it's stolen. I rarely wear my real ring.

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Congrats (and about time, LOL)!

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Congrats.

Sorry to give you some advice that wasn't asked for especially at this time but my take is worry about the things you can control and ignore the other stuff. Becoming FI is a great way to focus on improving your life.

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Congratulations!

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Spartan_Warrior wrote:...I would consider my relationship with money and property, the market economy, and capitalism to all fall within my locus of control--as much as anything is physically possible to be under anyone's locus of control. I definitely agree being FI (and/or working toward it) in my present manner is improving my own position in life. The question I find myself asking is at what (moral) cost?
I have some of the same qualms.

My current position is that for G and me to remove ourselves from the labor market allows (a) approximately two other people to be gainfully employed instead when we go - socially beneficial in a tight labor market - and (b) allows us to help the world tangibly by volunteering our time more, which we both feel more strongly about than we ever did about our respective professions.

I don't think using the system and changing it, and lives, for the better are incompatible. YMMV.

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On that note, I'm having a really hard time forgiving people in my personal life that I know voted for Clinton. It's hard for me not to feel resentment both because of my personal sense of failure and because of what I foresee to be a far worse future ahead for the people of Earth. I realize this is a personal problem on my part, but I have to admit that's where I am right now.
If she's as evil as you believe, (no need to convince me) their votes wouldn't matter. The results were in before the counting started. So, really, there should be nothing to forgive; or, at most, you need to forgive their gullibility.

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Holy cow, do not ask your fiancé to not wear her real ring. If you are that worried, then you really did spend too much on it.

You sound like you are clinically depressed.

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Would you feel better investing in real estate that you can rent out at below-market rates, instead of investing in corporations?

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@SW - I figure it will be futile to try to shift your framework on capitalism, so I'm not going to try. However, I would like to point you in the direction of Helen/Scott Nearing who expressed similar sentiments to yours and found a way to live by their values. IIRC he at one point "invested" [quite a bit of money] in war bonds. After the war, the value of the bonds increased dramatically, but since he didn't want to profit from war, he tossed the bonds (still real paper documents back then) into the fireplace (thus effectively canceling the debt). Scott wrote a lot of books and papers about his positions.

The Nearings divided their time/labor into three parts: 4 hours of "bread labor" (to pay for shelter, food, ... mostly in the form of homesteading), 4 hours of civic/community work (for the improvement of society), and 4 hours of recreation/professional work. Similar ratios should be very easy to meet today given how much richer society is. While homesteading is significantly more expensive now than it was in the 1930s (there are 3x+ as many people competing for land now because of population increases), it should be possible to find meaningful/fair-wage work which combined with ERE (and I mean the lifestyle ... not the retirement opportunity) would make it easy to live quite well on 4 hours worth of minimum wage labor per day.

My fairness goals are not socioeconomic as much as they are ecological, so I'm okay with investing, whereas I abhor consumption waste and therefore I've focused a lot of effort to reduce my ecological impact while still living well. In terms of bread labor, my living wage would be somewhere between $5-7k/(4*365) = $3.42-$4.79/per hour. If you did the same, I don't think that hourly wage rate would be considered exploitative in any way by anyone. It would also leave 8 hours per day for civic/professional work or more insofar one accepts a higher but perhaps unfair wage.

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