Building a better world - Cam's Journal

[Cam]

Cam, it's a joy for me to read through your journal, especially with your welding gig work. When I was in my 20s I did a fair amount of welding work. My close friend ended up making a very successful business out of what we started together in our mid 20s. though I chose another path. We started out with an old ford ranger and an industrial Airco 3 phase behemoth that took up most of the bed. I recall rebuilding the truck suspension so it wasn't such a hazard to drive around on. Nowadays, you can do so much more with a much smaller machine!

Don't let anyone tell you that you can't run a mobile welding outfit out of a car. Being able to get work by undercutting the going rate is a good way to cut your teeth, but not a great long term plan. The only other advice I have is to not be afraid to make very high quotes on jobs you think might get complicated. If people don't want to pay you for a tough job, and it might become stressfull, there's a good chance it won't be worth doing.

Who knew there was a mobile welder right on this forum! Yes I think it will be more a side thing to supplement my full time income from my new job. I can understand why full-time mobile welders want the proper setup. It's so much faster and easier to work with lots of space, a strong work clamp, not needing extension cords etc.

The last job was time and materials as the guy said he'd pay whatever to fix the splitter. I went into the repair knowing it was a cheap splitter, so I kept that in mind. I haven't actually needed to do a quote yet but I know it will come!

The plumber I hired to fix what I couldn't said that he ran his plumbing business out of his Cadillac for 3-4 months until he saved enough for a work van, so such things aren't unheard of. Congratulations on the job!

Thank you for the encouragement! And also thank you for the book recommendation. I finished up Refuse to Choose not long ago and wow was it ever a great read. It was so comforting to know that how I am is more than okay, it's actually pretty cool. And also to see different potential paths forward for me. It changed my perspective on the rising amount of contract work out there.

As for other reading, I just finished up listening to the Dhando Investor on Audible for free. My oh my was that ever a good listen. It runs completely counter to most investing wisdom I have absorbed so far - mainly with the tag line "few bets, big bets, infrequent bets". It mentioned the Little Book that Beats the Market by Joel Greenblatt, which I read while I lived on the homestead in 2021. I might reread it. I have joined Value Investors Club and I'm having fun right now looking at companies on the 52 week low list. I think now that I have a good chunk of cash I could allocate a small percentage of it to a 'actively managed' portion of my portfolio. A percentage small enough that if I do mess up it won't hurt me much, but will also allow me to finally stray from indexed investing a bit.

[Cam]

September was a good month money-wise. I earned nearly $4000 and spent only $800 of that. A good portion of the spending is chiropractor appointments ($215) and tickets for a Noah Kahan concert for me and my girlfriend to go to next april ($120!).

Why have I spent over $200 at the chiropractor? Sciatica I am proud to say I can actually empathize with people who have back pain now. For about a week and a half now I have been dealing with a shooting pain/stiffness concentrated in my left glute. Minor tingling runs down into my leg and all the way to my foot too. I haven't been to the chiropractor in over four years (ever since I strengthened my back up in university) so he was surprised to see me. I had minor soreness at the beginning, and thought I had just lifted something wrong. However when I went to my friends cottage for the weekend it got a lot worse. I could barely sit by the fire and on the boat when we went out for a ride. I woke up frequently to take pain killers. My range of motion was severely limited. Not fun!

At my first appointment, we did a full intake because it had been so long since I'd been in. He tested my reflexes as part of the examination, and found that my Achilles reflex, or ankle jerk reflex on my left foot was completely absent. My right foot was totally fine. He gave me a number of stretches to do, and I have been steadily improving. However, I'm still stiff enough that people comment when I walk by them

Big picture, I think what caused this was weak lower back muscles and a weak core. This, combined with my new desk job, and sitting with my legs crossed knee over knee, most likely is what what led to the sciatica. Long term I need to focus on strengthening my core and lower back, but also on making sure to take breaks from sitting during the day.

Other aspects of my life are going quite well. The new job, aside from the sitting, is very enjoyable. It is a fantastic work environment, much better than any other one I have been part of before. We recently ran a fundraiser, expecting to only make a bit of money as we had a lot of roadblocks come up. But we ended up setting a record for amount raised!!

My girlfriend and I are still getting along really well. We're actually going to do a 'trial run' of me moving in with her at the start of next week. Her roommate is gone for placement all month, so we figured we'd give it a shot. If all goes well, I can consider moving in with her in March 2024 when her roommate permanently leaves. When I was doing the math, all costs added up to just over $1100 per month. That includes rent, hydro, internet, my car costs, food, and my cell phone. It's a third of my income which is $3600 a month after taxes. I know I can put away that additional $1100 staying at home, but I am itching to get out on my own and this seems like a good opportunity.

Before the whole kerfuffle with electrical, I was on my way to school this fall to become a communicative disorders assistant. I am very happy to have ended up where I did, but I was genuinely very excited to go out on my own and actually have to do everything myself.

I'm not 100% sure I'll move out just yet, but there is still time to think about it.

Today, I am very tired. I slept just okay last night, and my back has been draining my energy all day. I'm really grateful for my job, as they are extremely understanding. It's also great that working from home is an option for me too.

Time to do some stretches!

[delay]

Big picture, I think what caused this was weak lower back muscles and a weak core. This, combined with my new desk job, and sitting with my legs crossed knee over knee, most likely is what what led to the sciatica. Long term I need to focus on strengthening my core and lower back, but also on making sure to take breaks from sitting during the day.

That sounds right. I've been having back pain every few years. It seems like there is a certain amount of pain I have to move through. Then the pain goes away.

One thing I learned is not to ignore the early warning signs. The pain seems to be a symptom of an unhealthy life, not a flaw in my back. I try to welcome the pain and start exercises right away.

Sitting on a chair without a back seems to help. This felt impossible until I tried it. After a week I could sit through the entire working day.

[Cam]

That's an excellent perspective to take delay I like that. I have been sitting on the edge of the office chair at work while working and my back feels a lot better afterwards. The original issue was solved at my last couple chiropractor appointments, but now I think I overstretched a muscle in my leg and it spasms ever so often. We're almost back to normal though!

[Cam]

October seemed to fly by for me. Also, because the pay schedule changed for my job, I ended up getting 2x what I normally earn. I earned over $7000, spent $1500 and put away around $5500.

I can't actually think of too much enthralling that happened. Well, I guess one mystery is a bike showing up in our garage out of nowhere. I'm living with my girlfriend (giving it a trial run this month) so I'm not up at my parents place much. However I was up there one night, to use my angle grinders to sand some wood rounds we were going to need for centrepieces for a dance fundraiser my work was putting on. It was fun, and I got very dusty, but there was no bike to be seen. Then just two days later I went up to change my tires, and the bike was just laying there when I went into the garage.

Both of the wheels didn't spin, but it wasn't a hard fix for either. The front wheel had the cable and housing routed the wrong way for the brakes, so they were always engaged. The rear wheel was being stopped by a cargo rack that was badly bent out of shape and rubbing the wheel. The rim tape for the front wheel was wrapped up in the spokes as the tire was completely deflated. I redid the rim tape with a mix of electrical tape and whatever else I had laying around, then pumped both tires up. They both hold air, but the tread is quite worn.

All in all it isn't a bad bike - a Giant Sedona DX I believe. But where did it come from? I asked everyone in my immediate family; they had no clue. I texted my uncle, because he sometimes drops stuff off to us. He usually communicates quite well about it, but I asked just to see if he forgot to this time. Nope, not him either!

When I first spotted the bike, I immediately checked to see the rest of our bikes were still there. Indeed they were, which is good. Last time we had a bike mysteriously show up, it was because we "traded" it without our consent for one of our much nicer bikes I gave a quick look around to see if anything else was missing. Everything seemed to be there as far as I could tell, but the garage is a little chaotic so I might have missed something.

We'll definitely be making sure the garage is closed and locked up, because I think this bike came from someone with no connections to our family. I'm not sure if they're expecting to come back for it or not. I wish it was a bit of a smaller frame, as my mom loves the look of it but I think the frame is too big for her.

The only other option I can think of is my bike repair people from this summer dropping it off - but again I would expect some sort of communication about it. Either way, we have another bike now!

That was a longer story than I thought it'd be.

Here is a bit more structure.

What I've been reading: The Myth of Normal by Gabor Mate. I have heard of him before, but I was very drawn when I saw his book in the library. It discusses how a lot of mental illness is actually a response to trauma. He talks about depression, addictions, schizoprhrenia and more. It is a bit of a depressing read, but a really good one. He wants to change the conversation about mental illness to turn away from the disease model,and to see it instead as a dynamic process that is intimately tied with how are lives play out.

Health and fitness: I am slowly regaining the muscle I lost during my bad back times. I know I lost weight from losing muscle, but I also lost weight because I ended up eating better here than I do at home! My vegetable intake has gone up plenty, and I have eaten much less meat. I love eating the vegetable based meals, because they are insanely cheap, very healthy, and I can eat until I'm stuffed and feel no guilt about it whatsoever. However the biggest change is me eating far less sweet stuff. My girlfriend doesn't have a sweet tooth, so there is little in the way of sweet snacks to binge on. As I write this my only option is some mcintosh apples and a tiny jar of honey I got as a gift after a community fun run yesterday.

Work: My job is going great. I think they have realized that I can figure all this stuff out, so the projects just keep coming now. Invoicing, payroll, fundraisers, grants...I'm learning about all of it by doing. And I still receive at least 2 hugs per day! However the hugs may be put on pause as we are weathering a covid outbreak at the program. So far so lucky for me, and I hope it stays that way. They have a bunch of KN95 masks, but it's only me and the executive director who wear them. Everyone else just wears the blue surgical ones that stop large droplets but nothing else. Oh well.

Social life: going well, at least for introverted me. I see one friend about once or twice a week to play basketball at our local community centre, and my other friend group around once a week to play cards and drink tea. All is well in this department, though I think I should organize a bigger get together to see some of the friends I haven't seen in a while.

Investing: so far so good. I am not at all adhereing to the permanent portfolio percentages - I still have 60% of my net worth in cash, and about 17% in stocks and 17% in bonds. Precious metals only take up about 5%. The reason for the huge cash portion is my plan to purchase land, most likely within the next few years.

Overall, life is good.

[Cam]

I'm a little late making this entry - oops. Life is going well though.

One of my big landmarks that I've hit is actually being semi-ready to purchase land. For 4 years now it has been a dream/long-term plan, but now with my cash steadily increasing I am beginning to see properties that I could purchase out right. For example, this parcel of land just outside Cochrane for $60,000. https://www.recreationland.net/property ... -canadian/

37.6 acres, walking distance from town, all rights (surface, mineral and tree) come with purchase, on a municipally maintained road, not on a floodplain of a river, in a very small town with a population that could be fed by local agriculture...it goes on! I don't think I will purchase it as I would like something closer to home. However the crazy thing for me is that I can purchase it now - mind you I would need to sell some other assets. The key is that this is no longer a "maybe some day" thing but something I need to get ready for. Preferably, I'd like to be able to purchase any land cash so I don't have a mortgage. Having a mortgage isn't horrible, but if I'm going to be starting basically from scratch, I'd like it to be debt free.

Some next steps to take for me are to get pre-approved for a loan, if I do decide to go that route. Also to decide on my asset allocation from here on in - I am worth around 64K right now, but only 60% of that is cash - the rest is spread out in other asset classes.

That's what is on my mind for big picture stuff at the moment.

Otherwise, life is going pretty smoothly. My job is still going swimmingly. The big fundraisers are finished now, so I can relax and do some big picture thinking. I got an audible account for my work email, and used the free credit to 'purchase' The Little Book of Gold by Erik Hanberg. I used my free credit on my personal account to download Philanthropy Revolution by Lisa Greer. The organization I work for is able to fund its current activities, and has done so for 17 years now. The challenge is expanding to meet their growing demand. They currently serve 34 people, but 25 more are on a waitlist. I'm excited to help them achieve this goal of expanding to meet the growing need while still being sustainable long-term.

That is all for now, I might make another entry later on. I just needed to get this update out before I forgot.

[Cam]

I have gained the power to reanimate laptops - through Linux!! Mwahahaha.

I need to start with that, because I'm having so much fun with it. I recently finished the holiday circuit with my girlfriend - seeing all the family and getting and giving gifts. We kept our nose sprays close at hand, because neither of us wants covid again (we both still have effects from a previous infection). I ended up still getting sick - yay me! But I have tested three times and it ain't covid, which is nice. Just a minor sore throat and stuffy nose.

So while I've been resting, I got the idea to reanimate some laptops. I have been exploring linux on and off for at least several months now. I tried unsuccessfully to put it on my old macbook (2008 dinosaur), then on my Chromebook which worked a bit better. After that I kind of forgot about it, at least until both my older brother and my dad upgraded their laptops. Both of their old ones were getting really slow and clunky. They were both just sitting there, looking sad So I watched some videos and learned the very basics of linux. I downloaded the Cinnamon edition of Mint onto a USB key and got to work.

It's awfully fun going into the BIOS settings on my computer. I'm sure the more computer literate around here don't think much of it, but it makes me feel like a hacker. I chose to boot from the USB, and tested it out. Wow! The laptop performed like new. Everything was zippy, and it came loaded with all the software I'd need - firefox, libre office for word processing and spreadsheets...and that's about all I need honestly

With my brother's permission, I backed up all the files on the laptop to google drive and to a separate USB stick. Then I installed linux so it's the only OS on the laptop now. Maybe I should have partitioned it so I still had windows as an option, but this is more of an experiment for me than anything.

I also kept messing around with our ancient Toshiba Portege R400. This beast was released in 2007. It has 80GB of storage, a 1.2Ghz processor, and 2GB of RAM. It’s actually what I am typing this entry on. I’m using Puppy Linux running off a USB.

I don’t know what I’m going to do with these laptops, now that they’re all up and running again. I don’t really want to risk selling one to someone only to have it go kerplunk and die on them. I am open to ideas here.

For now, I’m going to use my brother’s old laptop as my daily driver to see if it can do everything I need it do. Then I may install linux on my windows laptop, but keep it partitioned so I still have windows if I want it or need it for a certain project.

In terms of the rest of my life - it is going very well!

My job at the local non-profit is still going smoothly - I have a lot of research to read in the new year about donor acquisition and retention. I think working from the inside out, I can substantially increase the donations we receive each year. As of now, there are no targeted asks, giving campaigns, or anything of the sort. There are a lot of fundraising events. When it comes to raising money though, events are the most labour intensive option. Direct donations are much simpler to obtain, and they save time and resources for the cause.

I am still deciding what my big project for 2024 will be. I keep bouncing between starting a local repair cafe, or putting more effort into growing my welding business. The repair cafe could be done with lots of time and effort, and not much cash investment. The same could be said for my welding side-gig. I'm sure if I put more effort into advertising, I'd have more work coming my way. As of now, all I have is a Kijiji ad up. I've only gotten one job completed through that avenue. The rest of the folks just stopped responding after a little bit of back and forth.

Hmmm...am I overthinking this? Is this something that could be done simultaneously? I also don't want to overload myself. I do still have a full-time job, lots of other hobbies, and a girlfriend who annoyingly enjoys spending time with me Either way, I know either option would force me out of my current comfort zone, and that’s what I need.

Financially, things are looking hot. In March of 2023 (when I started recording my net worth) I had $47,000 in assets. I now have $68,000 in assets. Not bad! I’m going to print off my bank statements and see just how much I earned this year, to get my savings rate. Well, at least my savings rate for the past nine months.

My mom managed to get some coupons to a local martial arts studio for a free week of classes. To me either jiu jitsu or muay thai kickboxing both sound like a lot of fun to me. Not that I have ever needed to physically defend myself. I am extremely agreeable, and have been in zero physical altercations. I think it’d help me to get more coordinated though. I don’t know how much classes cost there, but a free week is a free week!

The Search for Land: I need to see what the bank will be willing to pre-approve me for. I have $68,000 in assets, 60% of which is cash. I earn $55K a year, but it isn’t a permanent job which will change things. I’m not in any rush to buy, but I’m curious to see what I can actually purchase if I do see a good plot posted this year.

I’m not sure what other skills I want to level up this year...definitely welding is one. I think TIG practice on relatively funky metals (cast aluminum, cast iron, high carbon steel etc.) would help me stand out from the crowd of welders around town. Something exciting fabrication-wise is my old trade school now having a plasma table for rent. I don’t know the size of it yet, or the cutting ability, but I’m assuming it’s going to be a good size as the program caters to engineering and larger projects. I only found out by running into my one of my old instructors while I was out grocery shopping. Having access to a plasma table is super awesome, and will open a lot of paths forward for me with regard to fabricating.

Anyhoo, that is all I can think of at the moment. I’m looking to catching up with other journals, as I haven’t been on here in a bit. Happy new year everyone!

[Cam]

I read the thread about the Skillathon, and I love the idea of it. I didn't want to commit to anything though, as my life is quite busy as it is.

However, it looks as if January was my unofficial month of electronics repair! All the laptops I "re-animated" are still working fine. In addition I fixed the following:

1) Two Playstation 3 controllers. The batteries were done in both of them. They would power on when plugged in, but would die immediately after removing the cable. I hopped on eBay, ordered replacement batteries ($14 each). When they arrived, it was a simple procedure. The batteries simply plug in to the board with a little clip. Now my friends and I can game together again. I did mess up when I put my friend's controller back together, and the L2 trigger is constantly pressed down ever so slightly. When we played Dead Island, his character wouldn't stop kicking Don't worry, I did fix it, but it made for a fun session laughing at his constant kicks.

2) My old motorola phone. This wasn't as much of a screaming success. The speaker stopped working on it when I bought it used a few years ago. Back then, I just switched to another phone as I had no clue how to fix it. But now, with my ifixit kit (Christmas gift to myself) and my new-found overconfidence in my mobile repair abilities, I got to work. I did all the software tests to try to fix it that way first. Fun fact: Motorola has a free repair tool you can use to troubleshoot issues on your own https://www.motorola.ca/rescue-and-smart-assistant/p.
When none of that worked, I went to Youtube university. After a quick search, I found a video tutorial to follow. I followed it through - perfect execution, except for accidentally slicing the fingerprint reader cable. The speaker worked after. Yahoo! However, it stopped working again a few days after. You win some, you lose some.

3) I installed LineageOS on my google pixel. This isn't so much repair as experimentation. I have been learning about protecting my privacy better, and as a result I have been slowly migrating away from Google services. Installing Lineage was a big step towards that. It isn't that I'm planning anything super subversive - it just feels nice knowing I can go about my life without being constantly tracked now. I still do have my old motorola if I really do need google services, but for the most part I have loved the new OS. It basically turned my pixel into a "dumb phone".

Financially, things are still on the up and up. I hit $70K net worth this month.

I have been connecting better with my close friends recently. Having the fixed controllers lets us hangout virtually now. We still get together for cards too, but it's fun hopping on a group call while we're shooting each other and/or zombies.

Things are going well with my girlfriend too. We hit 6 months in January, and things still seem to be only getting better. I'm working on a valentines gift for her right now. She knows I have this journal, but I doubt she'll read it before Wednesday. My plan is to cut out two small heart shapes out of 1/8" aluminum I have laying around. Drill holes in them for string, get them all polished up. Then we're going to paint them together on valentines day and we'll both have cute, home-made, and long lasting necklaces to wear! I'll also be buying her some luxury gifts, including at least one bag of no name salt and vinegar chips.

A screen just arrived in the mail on Friday. It's for my Umidigi A7 Pro, a cheap chinese phone I bought in 2022. When I worked at the welding shop, the display cracked in my pocket. Don't ask me how. It was completely non-functional after that. Now that I have my repair kit and a youtube tutorial to follow, I'm going to try putting the new screen on it. If I'm successful, I'll have four mostly functional phones I have to keep promising to my girlfriend that I am not a drug dealer and that I am not cheating or running a money laundering operation.

As for welding, I went out in the garage last week and just burned rod for over an hour. I practiced the horizontal position with 6010, a fast freezing electrode. I am getting quite consistent with the horizontal position now too. I'm procrastinating with TIG, because I know my gas bottle is almost empty. I don't want to get it all set up to only weld for a few minutes. But I also don't want to swap it for a new one until it's empty. It's a hard life being cheap sometimes. I just need to bite the bullet and do some more practice until I run out of gas entirely.

[Cam]

Income $6409
Expenses $2000


I was able to put away more than $4000 in March– alright! I earned around $6400, and spent just under $2000. I had a sizeable tax refund, as my tuition from university that had been carried forward was finally applied this year.

My big purchases included:

- a Vevor metal cutting band saw for $330
- 5’ of 4” x 4” x 3/16” square tubing for a rocket stove build and a bird house for $125
- covid spending $142
- donations $100
- bike for DGF and mother $100 ($45 purchase + $60 in parts)
- gas (couple of road trips) $85

I had a serious breakthrough this month. As I’ve mentioned before, I have been dealing with a stubborn fatigue since the fall of 2021. I am quite sure it is long covid. Suffice to say it hasn’t been fun, but I think I may have just about beaten it. It wasn’t with a change in diet or exercise – it was nicotine. Now before you think, “Oh no, Cam has taken up smoking”, just let me promise you that I have not. I went on nicotine patches for two 11 day sessions. It has now been at least 3 weeks since I last wore the patches, and my long covid symptoms have lessened substantially. I sleep better, I “crash” less often, and I have more energy than I used to. I won’t go into detail about the protocol, but if anyone is interested feel free to PM me about it. Or if someone thinks this should be public on the forum, let me know! I am just wary about discussing covid and having the discussion go sour.

It has been a serious change for me, to put it mildly. Before the patches, after walking home from work I would need to lay down for 10-15 minutes. Not because I was sleepy – in fact I never actually fell asleep. It would feel more like a “system shutdown” than general sleepiness. I was just completely and utterly drained (for those who are unaware, the technical name for this feeling is “post-exertional malaise”). Now, I am nearly back to pre-covid energy levels. I walk home from work, empty my lunch, eat a bit, and move onto my hobbies or hanging out with friends.

I am still masking and nasal spraying, mind you. However it feels amazing to have a form of offence instead of only being on defence all the time.

I have been ramping up my metal working recently. I spent around $470 total on a metal cutting band saw and some square tubing. I’m partway through slicing up the tubing to make a birdhouse. Afterwards, my other project is a rocket stove. I got both plans for free online. Finally, I am planning on building a fire pit as a gift to my parents. It’s gonna be one of those plasma-cut pits with the neat designs. I don’t own a plasma table, but my local college has a big facility where you can rent out certain equipment by the hour. My master plan is to create the design in Inkscape, then export it as a DXF. From there, the guy who runs the place (my old welding prof who also has a degree in advanced manufacturing) will give me a quick lesson on running the plasma table. Then I’ll slice the pieces out of 1/8” plate, and toss them in my little car. From there the rest of the work is at home – just welding the pit together, adding legs, and putting some high-temp paint on it.

I also bought a bike on facebook marketplace to fix up. It’s an old CCM, and it’s a smaller women’s frame. So it will fit my mom and my girlfriend quite well. I was able to get it for $40, as it needed some work. The saddle needs to be replaced or re-upholstered (likely will do the latter with DGF), and the brakes needed some parts. When all is said and done, I have spent $100 on it total. It definitely isn’t gorgeous, but I actually have a strong bias against gorgeous bikes now with all the theft going on. It’s still cute enough for DGF to ride though The very cute fact is this is the bike that she’s going to learn to ride on. Technically she only ever learned to ride going perfectly straight – she never advanced past that point. So I’m going to get the bike running in tip top shape and I’ll help her learn. Hopefully by the end of the summer we will have gone on lots of bike adventures together!

Finally, I have started to read Passionate Marriage by David Schnarch. I can tell this isn’t going to be the usual marriage book, even after the first twenty pages. I’m excited to learn more, and will write a review if I remember to later on.

[Sclass]

Always fun to read your updates. Man if I had Vevor when I was young. I just bought a Vevor AC hose crimper a few months ago on Aliexpress. Outstanding tool for $60.

Good to hear the log covid isn’t a permanent thing.

[Cam]

I've been hearing a lot of good reviews for Vevor tools. I appreciate companies like them making being a "maker" more accessible than ever nowadays. The saw itself is great. I can't believe how nice it is to cut metal with just safety glasses and gloves on...No respirator, no face shield, no earplugs...FREEDOM! And the steel is at most warm after cutting, never hot. It's like the first time I rode a bike that actually fit me - I didn't realize what I was missing.

And yes - the majority of my symptoms have been alleviated. The only remaining one really is the circles under my eyes...one more round and we'll see where we're at.

And same to you Sclass! I get pumped every time I see one of your repair posts pop up

[Cam]

April flew by for me. My job has been relatively busy, as I have been put in charge of the program's second largest fundraiser (at least by revenue and profit we earn from it). It's the old cash calendar fundraiser. We get sponsors to place ads, print calendars, sell the calendars for $20, and keep the proceeds. Customers who purchase the calendar get chances to win money all throughout the year. Last year we earned ~$10,000, and this year I'm hoping to hit $13,000 after all costs. We're going to sell 100 more calendars than last year too.

In terms of sponsorships, we have already beaten last year by $2000, and I'm hoping to get a few more small sponsors to pass $8500. Woohoo!

I'm about 2/3 of the way through Passionate Marriage, and it has been a game-changing book for me. It's one of those books where I can't just read it and be able to explain the content right away. My brain needs time to absorb it all. I had to google "grok" and now I can see that I haven't fully "grokked" at least a portion of the book yet. A lot of the writing has been a swift kick to my ego, but I appreciate that.

It's a fitting read, because I am mostly moved in with DGF for the summer. Her roommate has moved down south for the summer to manage a chain restaurant. So I barged my way in. I am paying half the internet bill, feeding the kitty and buying groceries. Her roommate is still paying rent, but at a reduced amount. So far so good. Apartment living is a big change. Not having ready access to my garage sure changes my hobbies up, but I am adapting! This morning I broke one of her favourite mugs just so I could fix it. Okay not really, but I did accidentally break it. Onto youtube I go.

Money-wise, April was expensive. This is because of a gift I got for my family (a Coway Airmega 1512, $330 all in) and masks (lots of headband style N95s in case bird flu starts transmitting human to human, $190). Still managed to put away $2800 after all expenses.

I rented a banjo last month too - $22 and boy has it been fun. It's one of those instruments I always wanted to try, and as soon as I saw the rental price I ripped down and got one. It's one of the few stringed instruments where you can just strum and it sounds great - at least when it's in G tuning.

I went to see Noah Kahan with DGF last month too. That was a late night, but very worth it! I haven't been to a real concert since I was 11 or so. It certainly is an intense energy...I did need to plug my ears at a few points On the way home we stopped in a few small towns and got some gelato, treats from The Nutty Chocolatier, and explored some bookstores. Overall it was a fantastic trip. $130 for ticket, $16 in wine as thanks for free accommodation with her family, $100 in food (ordered in) and $5 for chocolate.

My bike fix up is near completion. All it needs is for the seat to be reupholstered or replaced, and maybe some lube in the housing to get the shifter cables moving more smoothly. Then it is ready for my girlfriend to learn to ride on!

It is time to watch more of that video on mug repair.

[ertyu]

Concert sounds awesome

And good luck with the mug, skills acquisition for a worthy cause!

[Cam]

It was a great time! It's one of those things I had never really thought of doing, mostly because of costs. However I had a lot of fun. We are going to see Walk Off The Earth this June too, which has been my favourite band since I was in highschool. I know I'm going to enjoy that too. It's good for me to get out of the "how does this fit into my 5 year plan" stream of thinking and just do things because they are fun.

And thanks I have already started super gluing it. I was looking up ways to repair it and make it food-safe this morning, but with the breakage it seems it won't be possible. So the next best thing is to improve my gluing skills and then use it as a stationery holder or maybe even a small planter? I was exploring kintsugi, which is a neat japanese way of repair. After delving into it, though, I decided I'd just stick with the super glue I already have and lower my expectations for the repair. Sometimes that's the best fix there is

[Cam]

Everything below was written on May 27th.

It's finally clicking with me that I am in over my head when it comes to organizing my life, and this is draining me.

My calendar fundraiser I'm running is going well. Due largely to a large donation at the beginning, we are $3400 ahead of where we were last year. Getting sponsorships is hard though, my god. My boss keeps telling me I am doing great, and I know she isn't just being nice. The challenge isn't making sure the calendars look good. We're working with a professional design firm, and a professional printing service. The challenge is filling the ad spots. I still have two empty spots for the large ads, and 11 openings for the small ads. We might end up discounting them heavily, and offering the spots to previous donors. This is because the design is already in progress and I need the spots filled asap.

Last round, they kept on pushing to fill the spots. In the end they filled all of them, but both the design and printing were delayed. Thus the selling of the calendars was extremely rushed. I am working very hard to avoid that happening again.

Living with DGF is going very well. We are getting along quite well, and she says I am pulling my weight. I am still fixing things, but just smaller fixes that don't require power tools. I fixed her closet door, tightened up her toilet seat, unclogged the shower and sink drain, etc. I glued her mug back together too! Last weekend we visited her friend in Ottawa, and that was a good time. Next weekend we are going to Toronto to see Walk Off the Earth, my favourite hippie band!

I only logged in today to see that I had missed yet another MMG meeting. I think it is two or three in a row now. If any members are reading this, please accept my apology for not being consistent. This was my first not so subtle hint that my current organizational system is not up to snuff.

I also tried to organize a get together with my friends. I messaged them all the week before (great!). Then, I didn't message them again until the day of (not so great!). I hadn't even told two of them the day I had in mind. It was a little funny, and it ended up being fine as I just decided to reschedule. However this was another obvious sign that things are falling through the cracks.

I think it's a blend of having more responsibilities and having less energy than I used to. The nicotine patches sort of worked for my fatigue, but only so much. It also doesn't help having a linux phone without google calendar.

I happened to stumble upon the GTD book at a book sale this past weekend in Ottawa. It was by donation, so I got it for $5. When I looked on the forum, it looks as if I first tried GTD in December 2022! It is time for attempt 2.0. I have been fairly consistently keeping my notepad in my back pocket, so the "inbox available" part has been fairly but not perfectly consistent.

Writing continues, but this time on June 3rd

The part I failed miserably on was the weekly review. This is where I need to clock out time each week to have a better chance at succeeding this time. I think Sunday morning is an excellent time for me to do my review. I'm a morning person, and most people don't want to hangout then.

I have my todoist account set up properly now, at least with the regular list he recommends: home, office, computer, errands etc. Even just having that has helped enormously. However I know the majority of the benefits come from the weekly review and knowing that all that needs to be done is being done, and on time.

I do need to finish up the book. I sort of half assed it last time.

I am disappointed in my spending. I earned $4100 and spent $1900. We travelled to Ottawa and Toronto last month, and while we saved on accommodations (stayed with GF's family) we spent almost $160 on eating out. Gadussshhh!! That's the sound of my fist hitting my own stomach. $200 was spent on groceries which I don't mind as much. $150 was on a jump starter - a Gooloo GP400 to be exact. A jumpstarter is something I have been on the search for for a while now. I watched a Project Farm video on them, and saw how well the Gooloo performed. Then I went to their website and saw it's their summer sale, so I got it 40% off. Yay! I bought one for me and my dad. Technically, the thing can start up to 10L diesel engines, so it is likely going to be okay starting my 1.2L doinker of a car
Seeing Walk Off The Earth was a blast. They've been my favourite band for a while now. Think hippies who do funky covers of pop and rock songs. They are extremely talented musicians and I always get a kick out of their music, so seeing them live was awesome. The crowd was surprisingly boring, but that didn't stop me and the lady friend was standing up and dancing along.

My big point of change this month will be properly implementing GTD. Or at least giving it a solid second attempt. Wish me luck!

[delay]

It's finally clicking with me that I am in over my head when it comes to organizing my life, and this is draining me.
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I think it's a blend of having more responsibilities and having less energy than I used to. The nicotine patches sort of worked for my fatigue, but only so much. It also doesn't help having a linux phone without google calendar.
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I happened to stumble upon the GTD book at a book sale this past weekend in Ottawa.

Thanks for your journal update! GTD and todoist are for people who like to plan, who like to create and edit lists. That's not true for everyone. I've tried several types of planning tools and they're not for me. I keep creating lists that consume more energy than I have, and creating the list takes energy too.

One thing that helped me is decide what not to do. I look back at the past months, find things I spend time on that I shouldn't have, and then blackball that.

Another tip I found useful is to do the important things first: first on the day, first to assign money to, first when you feel a bit of energy.

[CDR]

About the laptops you revived with Linux, you mentioned you weren't sure what to do with them.

You already got a lot going on it seems in other areas of your life, but thought I would mention a few things.

You could learn how to use the command line if you don't already

https://linuxcommand.org/lc3_learning_the_shell.php

If you don't know how to use SSH, you could learn about that and then connect to your different laptops as practice.
https://www.digitalocean.com/community/ ... s-and-keys

Once you've setup ssh, you can connect to other laptops while just sitting at one, and then you could do things like learn how to install nginx and host a website on your private network (so you can only access the website when you're connected to your home internet)

https://ubuntu.com/tutorials/install-an ... 1-overview

There is of course a lot more you could learn, or different things depending on your interests.

It might be fun to put a version of Linux meant for servers on the extra laptops, and use the main daily driver laptop you already picked out as a regular laptop. Most server versions of Linux require even less, because they don't run a graphical interface, just the command line.

[Cam]

Thanks for your journal update! GTD and todoist are for people who like to plan, who like to create and edit lists. That's not true for everyone. I've tried several types of planning tools and they're not for me. I keep creating lists that consume more energy than I have, and creating the list takes energy too.

One thing that helped me is decide what not to do. I look back at the past months, find things I spend time on that I shouldn't have, and then blackball that.

Another tip I found useful is to do the important things first: first on the day, first to assign money to, first when you feel a bit of energy.

Thank you delay - I especially appreciate the point about choosing what not to do. Part of getting everything out of my head was realizing just how many little projects I have on the go! Categorizing them as someday/maybe (or deleting entirely) actually helped a lot in my feeling of being overwhelmed.

I am going to stick with GTD as best I can - because when I did my big mental dump on Sunday it only took about 45 minutes total. Weekly reviews from now on should take even less time. I also felt more at peace than I had in a while!

I like the point about prioritizing point too - I am still a morning person and that's when I get the bulk of my challenging work done.

About the laptops you revived with Linux, you mentioned you weren't sure what to do with them.

You already got a lot going on it seems in other areas of your life, but thought I would mention a few things.

You could learn how to use the command line if you don't already

https://linuxcommand.org/lc3_learning_the_shell.php

If you don't know how to use SSH, you could learn about that and then connect to your different laptops as practice.
https://www.digitalocean.com/community/ ... s-and-keys

Once you've setup ssh, you can connect to other laptops while just sitting at one, and then you could do things like learn how to install nginx and host a website on your private network (so you can only access the website when you're connected to your home internet)

https://ubuntu.com/tutorials/install-an ... 1-overview

There is of course a lot more you could learn, or different things depending on your interests.

It might be fun to put a version of Linux meant for servers on the extra laptops, and use the main daily driver laptop you already picked out as a regular laptop. Most server versions of Linux require even less, because they don't run a graphical interface, just the command line.

Thanks CDR, I had never thought of that as an option. I think that's something that I can happily put in my someday/maybe folder!!

[CDR]

I am going to stick with GTD as best I can - because when I did my big mental dump on Sunday it only took about 45 minutes total. Weekly reviews from now on should take even less time. I also felt more at peace than I had in a while!

Thanks CDR, I had never thought of that as an option. I think that's something that I can happily put in my someday/maybe folder!!

RE: GTD,

I've been implementing GTD off and on for almost 6 years now, with some periods having a great implementation and some periods having no implementation. The thing I tend to fail at most is the weekly review

I've become quite good at the Inbox and Tickle parts of the system, but in the last few years have been awful at actually using the system to get things done . But, even when I fail it is still highly useful. I've been moving my implementation to a new tool, and being able to look at my old tickle files that contained a bunch of resources and thoughts on particular projects has been helpful.

Even using a measly 10% of the system improves my life, the mental peace of using the system always brings me back eventually.

[Cam]

I haven't been at it for 6 years, but I can relate to that

I need to nail down the tickle part of the system. Me being me, I lost the book on one of our trips. I'll get the library copy out to finish it up. I can also relate to the peace of mind that comes with using the system properly. It does take effort, but the dividends it pays outweigh the effort by a lot, at least for me.