AnalyticalEngine wrote: ↑Sat Jan 07, 2023 11:48 am
That is a good point on the I/E split. I tend to lean toward introvert, which makes socializing more difficult when I'm burned out. An observation I've had while trying to socialize more is that what I'm seeking are social connections that can mirror my subjective experience because there is catharsis in turning your subjective experience into an intersubjective one. That's how one overcomes alienation. This is, of course, much harder the rarer your subjective experience is compared to the norm. I have found the more I have to translate into average for the sake of making a social interaction possible, the less fulfilling it is. This is also probably why people trying to shove you into a social role based on your appearance can be so alienating. What you're seeking with virtue friends is for people to understand your subjective reality, so having that disregarded in favor of the average tendency to enforce LifeScript can be difficult. Heck, I notice that even I try to socially enforce LifeScript in areas where I do live up to (I believe you might call this the "get off my lawn" effect). This all likely maps onto the Belonging step with Maslow's hierarchy, which I do think is harder to achieve the less normal you are.
What I've yet to really decide, however, is how much introversion is an innate characteristic of my cognition and how much of it is due to me very likely being in the wrong environment. If I'm seeking subjective understanding but constantly having to navigate situations where I do not have much in common with people, of course that's going to be draining. It's not hard to see how sitting in your room and making internet friends is preferable to going to the bar and having to wade through assumptions people make about you/sportsball/people's divorces, all of which you can't relate to at all. If society was full of people who were a lot more like me[1], would I be an introvert? I'm not sure.
+10 to this.
I think most (all?) people ultimately want to be seen/heard/understood, if nothing then at least by one other human, IOW, to establish an intersubjective experience.
The difficulty of this depends on how rare your subjective experience is AND how difficult it is to translate between your subjective experience and someone else's subjective experience to establish that intersubjective connection.
The first is a matter of numbers and interests. It depends of what kind of consciousness that has been installed in you. Size, width, depth, direction, ... (IQ, MBTI, and MHC give a measure. Ideally, the Venn diagram overlaps all three!)
The second is a matter of translation. For introverts, the primary processing mode is always introverted and so communicating anything with anyone always requires "translation" from the raw output of the brain to the speech, typing, art, song, etc. IOW, the co-driver is in charge of dealing with the external world. Cf. an extravert where the actual driver deals with the external world. (Basically, extraverts just route their thinking through other people as it happens rather than after it happens.)
However, the mental load put on the co-driver definitely depends on how easy that translation is. The easier it is the more "fluent" the connection. This depends on the compatibility (overlap) between the consciousness of the sender and receiver respectively, but also on a) how well the sender speaks; AND b) how well the receiver listens.
(Nothing drives me up the wall like a lazy "receiver" who takes the position that I as the sender should do all the translation work to make it "short and easy" for their derpy ass to understand
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In practice this means that there's difference in charisma depending on the receiver(s). In the company of "normal people", I'm quiet and withdrawn. I simply have no interest and as such no developed skill in connecting with the usual insipid conversations (like who said what to whom) that normal people seem to enjoy. I practically treat people like furniture---I manage not to bump into them on my way out---and kinda hope they'll extend the same courtesy. Morning radio shows melt my brain. Conversely, at ERE meetups, I become social to the point of mingling and making sure to talk at least once to everyone. IOW, I can bump my
"charisma" from a typical 6-7 to 13-14. Charisma, therefore, definitely does depend on the people around you. However, being "rare", I've kinda accepted that I'll never find "my people" beyond meeting them online.