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- Wed Jun 02, 2021 1:20 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
Re: Zankas poker-journal
@Jiimmy Thanks!
- Tue Jun 01, 2021 8:28 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
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May: This has been the best month in forever. I am getting deeper into meditation and breathwork again and it is amazing how powerful these tools are. I have been working with a "coach" with this for 3 months by now and the changes has been huge. I quit my job May 1st and has been playing ...
- Wed May 19, 2021 1:17 pm
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
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Updating again with almost 2/3 of the month done. Had a breakeven stretch of a few tousand hands last week and did not execute as well as I did the first 10 days. I identified a few things I did poorly and focused only on doing those things correct and am now back on track. It has been a great month...
- Tue May 11, 2021 7:49 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Easier said than done - Melo's path towards freedom
- Replies: 81
- Views: 17937
Re: Easier said than done - Melo's path towards freedom
NIce read. Seems like you are on a good track with saving almost 80% of your income.
- Mon May 10, 2021 2:49 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
Re: Zankas poker-journal
@Bankai Thanks! Yeah I do a lot of this, meditation in the mornings checking in with my body how I am feeling. Also I have a pretty advanced tracking program where I can do all sorts of analysis of my play. The thing with tracking results in relation to time of day is that it takes a ton of data to ...
- Sat May 08, 2021 12:05 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
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Congrats! Have you thought about starting a youtube channel and talking about hand histories? That seems like the cool thing to do these days. Thanks! Yeah I have thought about it but I just want to focus on one thing atm. But I have some ideas about creating yt videos, but not about poker. I am ou...
- Thu May 06, 2021 7:00 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
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A couple of days since I left work. Have been playing a decent amount of poker and it feels very good. Have been focused, relaxed and have executed very well. I also have been taking regular naps during the day, long walks with the dog, and hung out with the kids a fair bit. Overall it feels amazing...
- Sun May 02, 2021 6:31 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
Re: Zankas poker-journal
Thank you so much everyone:)
- Sat May 01, 2021 8:02 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
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And as of 9am this morning: I am free Incredible feeling.
- Wed Apr 28, 2021 4:58 pm
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
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My 5yo had the great timing of catching a cough this friday so we have spent the whole week at home. This have given me a looot of time to think and process the big changes that are happening. One thing that is very clear to me is that while you are in a situation that is very bad it is hard to see ...
- Sun Apr 25, 2021 1:31 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
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@2b1s Thanks so much for that post! Tons to read trough, perfect for keeping me occupied these days.. There seems to be different views on the 4% rule for sure, and maybe it is not a worst case scenario in a "normal" sense hehe. Seems like a lot depends on what happens during the first 10y...
- Fri Apr 23, 2021 4:59 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
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Thanks @ertyu! OK, so I ended the relationship yesterday. It sucks but was inevitable. Moving on. A very nice thing is that a few (newish)friends are stepping up and being very supportive and are making sure Im doing ok. For a long time I havent had these kinds friendships and it was something I did...
- Fri Apr 16, 2021 4:21 pm
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
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I am sliiiiipping. Let these two weeks go fast pls. Dating is going worse by the day, I feel it is kinda doomed unfortunately. Work is draining me. I am spending too much money. Sleep is all over the place. I am fucking tired. Still I am kinda happy anyways but I cant wait to leave work and be on my...
- Thu Apr 01, 2021 6:57 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
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And i were one month wrong so I will change it to correct months. So the plan is something like this: - Pay of 1.56k in debt by November 31. - Save 2.5k for EF by Feb 31 -20. - Save 17k by May -21 Actually I had forgotten that I changed months haha. Ok so I got till end of May to get to 17k. Challe...
- Thu Apr 01, 2021 6:47 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
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March recap: Poker 1.3k. Def happy with this and Im confident going into fulltime grind soon. Even tho I only have one month left at work I am having a hard time motivating myself to go there, I am bored, it sucks all my energy out and my boss keeps behaving very strange at times. I have 7 shifts a ...
- Wed Mar 24, 2021 10:55 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
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Started working with the above mentioned guy and it has been great so far. It is a little more hands-on approach where I look at all aspects of my life rather than just sitting and talking about the past. I wont go into it too much detail at this moment tho. Other than that I am still working hard t...
- Thu Mar 11, 2021 4:37 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
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Ok so I found someone to start working with, it is a little unconventional but my instincts are telling me this guy can help me out a lot. I understand the value of "real" therapy and will def go to that if I do not get deep enough with this first option. So wish me luck, and thank you @er...
- Tue Mar 09, 2021 5:30 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: 3 yrs to FI: ertyu's journal
- Replies: 711
- Views: 104717
Re: 3 yrs to FI: ertyu's journal
Maybe a solution with the pigeons: The city next to mine had these beautiful owls nesting in a very nice spot where people could watch them. It was a pretty rare thing so it got some attraction in the national news etc. The politicians got excited and wanted to honor the owls so they got some artist...
- Tue Mar 09, 2021 5:22 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
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Thank you both for the support.
Yeah, therapy time it is. I am starting to look around for someone to talk to.
Yeah, therapy time it is. I am starting to look around for someone to talk to.
- Fri Mar 05, 2021 10:06 am
- Forum: ERE Journals
- Topic: Zankas poker-journal
- Replies: 185
- Views: 35392
Re: Zankas poker-journal
I havent updated in a while since I have been very busy with life and preparing for some changes. The decision to quit my job (in May) and pursue poker is a bit scary but it is very clear that this was a good move on my part. It will challenge me in a lot of ways but it will improve my quality of li...