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by Zanka
Wed Jun 02, 2021 1:20 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

Re: Zankas poker-journal

@Jiimmy Thanks!
by Zanka
Tue Jun 01, 2021 8:28 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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May: This has been the best month in forever. I am getting deeper into meditation and breathwork again and it is amazing how powerful these tools are. I have been working with a "coach" with this for 3 months by now and the changes has been huge. I quit my job May 1st and has been playing ...
by Zanka
Wed May 19, 2021 1:17 pm
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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Updating again with almost 2/3 of the month done. Had a breakeven stretch of a few tousand hands last week and did not execute as well as I did the first 10 days. I identified a few things I did poorly and focused only on doing those things correct and am now back on track. It has been a great month...
by Zanka
Tue May 11, 2021 7:49 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Easier said than done - Melo's path towards freedom
Replies: 33
Views: 3132

Re: Easier said than done - Melo's path towards freedom

NIce read. Seems like you are on a good track with saving almost 80% of your income. :)
by Zanka
Mon May 10, 2021 2:49 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

Re: Zankas poker-journal

@Bankai Thanks! Yeah I do a lot of this, meditation in the mornings checking in with my body how I am feeling. Also I have a pretty advanced tracking program where I can do all sorts of analysis of my play. The thing with tracking results in relation to time of day is that it takes a ton of data to ...
by Zanka
Sat May 08, 2021 12:05 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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Congrats! Have you thought about starting a youtube channel and talking about hand histories? That seems like the cool thing to do these days. Thanks! Yeah I have thought about it but I just want to focus on one thing atm. But I have some ideas about creating yt videos, but not about poker. I am ou...
by Zanka
Thu May 06, 2021 7:00 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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A couple of days since I left work. Have been playing a decent amount of poker and it feels very good. Have been focused, relaxed and have executed very well. I also have been taking regular naps during the day, long walks with the dog, and hung out with the kids a fair bit. Overall it feels amazing...
by Zanka
Sun May 02, 2021 6:31 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

Re: Zankas poker-journal

Thank you so much everyone:)
by Zanka
Sat May 01, 2021 8:02 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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And as of 9am this morning: I am free :) Incredible feeling.
by Zanka
Wed Apr 28, 2021 4:58 pm
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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My 5yo had the great timing of catching a cough this friday so we have spent the whole week at home. This have given me a looot of time to think and process the big changes that are happening. One thing that is very clear to me is that while you are in a situation that is very bad it is hard to see ...
by Zanka
Sun Apr 25, 2021 1:31 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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@2b1s Thanks so much for that post! Tons to read trough, perfect for keeping me occupied these days.. There seems to be different views on the 4% rule for sure, and maybe it is not a worst case scenario in a "normal" sense hehe. Seems like a lot depends on what happens during the first 10y...
by Zanka
Fri Apr 23, 2021 4:59 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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Thanks @ertyu! OK, so I ended the relationship yesterday. It sucks but was inevitable. Moving on. A very nice thing is that a few (newish)friends are stepping up and being very supportive and are making sure Im doing ok. For a long time I havent had these kinds friendships and it was something I did...
by Zanka
Fri Apr 16, 2021 4:21 pm
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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I am sliiiiipping. Let these two weeks go fast pls. Dating is going worse by the day, I feel it is kinda doomed unfortunately. Work is draining me. I am spending too much money. Sleep is all over the place. I am fucking tired. Still I am kinda happy anyways but I cant wait to leave work and be on my...
by Zanka
Thu Apr 01, 2021 6:57 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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And i were one month wrong so I will change it to correct months. So the plan is something like this: - Pay of 1.56k in debt by November 31. - Save 2.5k for EF by Feb 31 -20. - Save 17k by May -21 Actually I had forgotten that I changed months haha. Ok so I got till end of May to get to 17k. Challe...
by Zanka
Thu Apr 01, 2021 6:47 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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March recap: Poker 1.3k. Def happy with this and Im confident going into fulltime grind soon. Even tho I only have one month left at work I am having a hard time motivating myself to go there, I am bored, it sucks all my energy out and my boss keeps behaving very strange at times. I have 7 shifts a ...
by Zanka
Wed Mar 24, 2021 10:55 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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Started working with the above mentioned guy and it has been great so far. It is a little more hands-on approach where I look at all aspects of my life rather than just sitting and talking about the past. I wont go into it too much detail at this moment tho. Other than that I am still working hard t...
by Zanka
Thu Mar 11, 2021 4:37 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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Ok so I found someone to start working with, it is a little unconventional but my instincts are telling me this guy can help me out a lot. I understand the value of "real" therapy and will def go to that if I do not get deep enough with this first option. So wish me luck, and thank you @er...
by Zanka
Tue Mar 09, 2021 5:30 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: 3 yrs to FI: ertyu's journal
Replies: 456
Views: 52777

Re: 3 yrs to FI: ertyu's journal

Maybe a solution with the pigeons: The city next to mine had these beautiful owls nesting in a very nice spot where people could watch them. It was a pretty rare thing so it got some attraction in the national news etc. The politicians got excited and wanted to honor the owls so they got some artist...
by Zanka
Tue Mar 09, 2021 5:22 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

Re: Zankas poker-journal

Thank you both for the support.

Yeah, therapy time it is. I am starting to look around for someone to talk to.
by Zanka
Fri Mar 05, 2021 10:06 am
Forum: ERE Journals
Topic: Zankas poker-journal
Replies: 185
Views: 30611

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I havent updated in a while since I have been very busy with life and preparing for some changes. The decision to quit my job (in May) and pursue poker is a bit scary but it is very clear that this was a good move on my part. It will challenge me in a lot of ways but it will improve my quality of li...