AxelHeyst wrote: My takeaway wasn't that emotional vulnerability is bad or that they were lying to me, but that there is a skill to the thing that I had to learn...)
You should have practiced on your kindly-yet-kooky Aunt Alice first
Vulnerability is to weakness as strength is to aggression*. Being vulnerable requires exposing and risking that which you hold valuable. It's one of those words that sounds like it means. It's associated with feminine energy, because it's the flower spreading its petals, the calm open harbor, or a woman parting her knees. It's also more functionally associated with communicating Vision rather than Dissatisfaction. So, when a young woman says that she wants you to express emotional vulnerability, what she means is more something like "Tell me your dreams and your vision, so I can better understand your plan and/or all this mad action you are manifesting."
being Ready for Trouble implies an attitude of exuberant love.
Now you got it!
Great post.
*Like if a man said he liked strong women, it wouldn't mean that he likes aggressive women.
One of the young women who was also working with me and the disadvantaged kids in a weird mix of urban/rural (you can literally walk from straight-up hood to deer hunting land) realm that is already pretty damn collapsed this summer sometimes wore a t-shirt that said:
GOALS
1) Be Patient
2)Be Kind
One of the older women who was working with me told a group of us that she thinks we should all be allowed/certified to conceal/carry weapons, because of the level of trouble we might face.
There were only two men working in the program. They were very nice young men who were physically strong enough to, for instance, safely handle a mentally-challenged, out-of-control 8 year old. They were almost certainly not being paid enough to expedite an early retirement.
So, it made me think about how a gathering of ERE2 humans would be almost the opposite configuration and also how some aspects of ERE1 (or the make-up of the forum) would actually tend towards motivating the two strong young men (and even me!) to enroll in computer boot-camp instead.
jacob wrote:Being schooled within the Green tradition, I learned the second lesson by the 2nd grade but I never learned the first lesson at all(*).
Interesting. It seems to me that in environments where only Orange or Green/Blue is being promoted by the adults in charge, the kids on the playground will roughly teach you the other lesson. Every Kid Gets a Trophy might seem unfair, but it goes some way towards preventing Big Carl from causing you to regret being the only winner of something so easily converted into a weapon.
jacob wrote:Humans can find purpose in whichever which way. I used to charge into a relationship with scientific discovery yelling (using my inner voice, mind you) "For science!". I literally had that internal dialogue. I'm sure other humans have similar dialogues for other ideas like religion, victory, justice, order, blablabla...
Yes. Rare books are people too. "For literacy!" Rare plants are people too. "For permaculture!" I think it can be generalized as your particular mission(s) in the battle of life and other forms of organized information vs near heat-death landscape consisting of nothing but cockroaches skittering and Danielle Steel novels littered across the broken asphalt of an abandoned strip mall parking lot where Little Carl sits alone in a dirty bean-bag picking his nose.
jacob wrote:This is also why a both-and or third-way approach is needed. There needs to be some reward for the individualists to engage with the community. It doesn't need to be 100%, but it should also not be cut down to 0%. Conversely, there needs to be some rewards for collectivists to take initiative and stand out. Again, it doesn't need to be 100%, but ...
On the limited occasions I have been in an extremely collectivist, let's make sure everybody has a voice and consensus is achieved, type environment, it has usually been my soon-to-be-regretted urge to simply take the soft lead, as opposed to going off on my own to solve part of the problem as you described might be the urge of a talented, introverted more technician type . My interior dialogue would be "Wow, this group of humans is just a mess of wishy-washy unfocused squish, if somebody like eNTP me is feeling compelled to take the lead." Then I will open my stupid mouth and say something like "Hi everybody! My name is 7WB5, and I am feeling very hopeful and happy to be here today. I love what everybody else has shared so far, but I was just wondering if somebody could tell me-
What is our mission statement?"