Ayanka's Journal
Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2017 3:25 pm
Please don't expect one of the great journals of some of the bright minds inhere. Sadly for me it might be more of a place to dump the excess thought.
Ok let's start with the recent past. In June 2015 I got so tired after 2.5 months of working nights, lates and weekends that I had to stay home for a week after it got so bad I had to go to the doctor where my heart pounded even though I was just sitting in a chair. 3 months before that I had signed the paperwork for a house. I didn't regain my full physical strength while working a shift system and having a boss that would push his stress down on his staff didn't help and made my mental stress go through the roof. In the beginning of 2016 I was fired. I was relieved, if he wouldn't have done that I would have had to quit making my finances problematic. I am not housepoor because of the mortgage, but it is a bad fixer upper with some bad surprises. Right now it needs the big doors downstairs, new gas heaters and the bathroom remodel is probably a very definite want. I have the money for that, but I will need money to finish the rest. Sadly I work for a financially failing company in a temporary job. So I need a way of getting another job while still trying to renovate my house. Which is going to be a bit of a challenge. Right now I am looking to try to fix the place as much as humanly possible (I already did the living room) by the end of February and then trying to find a job.
Ok let's start with the recent past. In June 2015 I got so tired after 2.5 months of working nights, lates and weekends that I had to stay home for a week after it got so bad I had to go to the doctor where my heart pounded even though I was just sitting in a chair. 3 months before that I had signed the paperwork for a house. I didn't regain my full physical strength while working a shift system and having a boss that would push his stress down on his staff didn't help and made my mental stress go through the roof. In the beginning of 2016 I was fired. I was relieved, if he wouldn't have done that I would have had to quit making my finances problematic. I am not housepoor because of the mortgage, but it is a bad fixer upper with some bad surprises. Right now it needs the big doors downstairs, new gas heaters and the bathroom remodel is probably a very definite want. I have the money for that, but I will need money to finish the rest. Sadly I work for a financially failing company in a temporary job. So I need a way of getting another job while still trying to renovate my house. Which is going to be a bit of a challenge. Right now I am looking to try to fix the place as much as humanly possible (I already did the living room) by the end of February and then trying to find a job.